this could be the last time i am gonna make a blog post thingy for xanga. yeah, i'll miss all 10 of u who read this still... i'll still use this site for the color codes though... so a couple of last things:

-i played DOA 4 for xbox 360. it was good enough to play long enough to get myself injured. don't worry, i healed like a couple of days after. i don't know why but the white kid in that game annoys me. yet he's one of the characters that i can play best at.

-uh..... i'm getting along with my ex, aka dat guy.

-i made like 10 video game based layouts for myspace and i put up a new one every couple of weeks. i'll continue to make more since i don't have anything else to do in my life.

-sure i'll add u.

and here's a little nerdy, gift....

au revoir mes amies,

s.n.

i finished call of duty 2!! aren't u proud of me?? took me like 4 days ( i have school ya know). god it's a short ass game.... god, u know what's sad? in japan, the nintendo ds has sold more than the xbox 360. actually it's the best selling console beating... well all the others. those crazy japs...

anyways.... i'm sick. and it's raining lions and wolves here. been like this since friday or somethin. i can't believe i'm saying this, but i miss the sun. the fucking bright ass sun. well not really, i like the rain a little more.

lets see what happened to me in the past month:

-i'm starting to do slightly better in school, but remain as a 3.33 GPA student.

-there's this one dude in one of my classes... even though he's a friend, i really wanna kick him in the balls.

-there's this other dude who has been a friend of mine since last year and he's really starting to make me feel uncomfortable. he's been asking me personal questions and sayin "beautiful" and "cute" to me on aim a lot. the uncomfortable part is that he has a gf. one that he's been having for over 2 years, on and off. and plus i never really liked the guy anyway.

-my smokie homie got expelled without telling me . that's it, he's gonna get demoted to a buddy!

-yeah i have this system thing where i have guy friends and i rank them by: buddy, homie, ho and vip ho. currently i have 10 homies and i think 1 vip ho.... and the rest buddies.

-i went to the new safeway around here somewhere. it's like 3/4 the size of costco. and my ex bf a.k.a. dat guy works there. i had to go right up his face to say hi to him. literally. i waved and hit his glasses.   

-in rotc, we had an AFI inspection (where i guess someone from the army or something inspects our whole battalion to see if we should get a white (lowest), blue (middle), or yello star (highest, haha, yellow power!). and we recieved a yellow star. yeah, cool w/e.

charlie brown's kwanzza, yes his kwanzza.

why can't x-mas come now?!?!!?

s.n.

*sigh*

i'm single again. at least it wasn't as bad as the last one. but..... he still talks to me. like he still wants to go out. man, and i started liking someone too .

i'm doing fairly well in rifle team. i would be commander, but my grades are low (i wanna kill myself for that) and i'm S-3 assisstant so i can't do that... and that means that i have to teach doukie to set up all the equipment and shit. >.<

fuck. my grades. this quarter i have a 2.8 GPA (on the report card it shows 3 cause of that AP class). that's like my lowest since elementary school. it's cause i'm failing pre calculus. well i have a D, but still, to me that's failing. i don't even remember the last time i had a D in math..... sooo sad.

potatoes,

s.n.

EDIT:

yeah i could make a new blog post thingy, but i can't. i don't know why. but i can say this has been the best week... in a long time. my bro just bought his xbox 360 and i love it. i'm almost done playing Call of Duty 2 so i guess i can give u a review of it.... shit i forgot how to do it.

GOOD:
-it's like a WW2 version of halo. everyone loves halo.
-the graphics are incredible.
-you can say that it's educational. sure.
-controls are easy and the camera angles are good.
-i didn't use the book! yay.

BAD:
-nazis. they're kinda scary cause they do the stabbing.
-tellin your teacher that you're studying by playing a video game. yeah, i tried that once and i got yelled at and i had to stay after school. 
-it's kina short. but i'm not done yet so i don't even know. i swear i'm gonna finish it.... 

since i downloaded free mp3 songs for my bro for his psp, my computer has been fucked up so if u don't see me on aim then u know why or something.

   i made varsity rifle team (where u shoot guns, GUNS!!! )!!! i made 4/5 shots in the target thingy for the tryouts. the last shot i was pretty lazy and my arm was tired so i was like, "whatever." but i don't think i'll do good any more cause i lost my glasses so i'll pretty much miss every shot and end up shooting the instructor in the head or something.

   my mom's letting me out of the house more. that's good cause i was losing my social skills and my tan skin. last week, i was in s.f. with a friend of mine and we were going to sit down and eat subway. then some black guy came up to us and started to ask us something. i was kinda walking away cause i thought he was gonna ask for my friend for directions. then after 10 min, i was like, "damn how long is it to give fucking directions?" then my friend motioned me over and that guy started saying that his sister or cousin was over at the METRON, he's hella bored and him and his cousin went to foot locker like 5 times already. so he was asking us if we could kick it with him --or "hang out"-- and that he doesn't really know the city cause he's from l.a. oh yeah and did i mention that he was will smith's nephew?!?! LMAO. and they were there cause will smith was shooting a movie and was staying over at the ritz- carlton hotel. things people will say to be "cool." *rolls eyes*

   on friday i was went over to a friend's bday party at the park. there were like 15 other people over there and they said that they didn't see the bday grl yet. so then we had to wait one hour till she comes over. did u know how much i was starving?!?! when she came i went straight for the food and ate like 3 lumpias and some noodles. we tried to make a BBQ, but the fire kept going out. and when we could cook it, the food was burnt on the outside and raw on the inside. it took like 45 min. to BBQ the food. i couldn't wait that long, so i had to go home. somebody did take pics and it's on myspace. somewhere in myspace....

i'm NOT on drugs,

s.n.

soo a lot of things happened and i have to do this within like 10 min cause i need to wake up pretty early tomorrow. uh...

i guess a lot of people at school are getting annoyed by me cause i've been sooo hyper this year. like i'm really happy and hyper, which was the opposite of what i was last year. but as i grow older,  i grow more confident, dorkier and myself. does it have to do something with the guy that broke up with me? i don't know, i have to ask my therapist about that. jk, but i think i need one though.

and an amazing thing happened on saturday. some guy actually thought that i was "cute" and decided to ask for my number. so sorry guys, y'all have to wait 'till we brake up to hit on me again. lol. but it was weird... i wasn't even wearing my best clothes and he still thought i was cute. lol. that does make sense cause i did lose some weight and i changed my hair a little bit. not like that matters or anything... cause i usually look like a thug...

i laughing at my bro cause he still couldn't play MGS: Snake Eater cause it was too hard for him. but at least he beat God of War.... god i'm a lazy ass.... the only game i play is..... omg... i haven't played a game since july.... something is wrong with me. ok, so does anyone know a good therapist?

if u wanna look at a pic of me, look at my myspace. which is here,

s.n.